Week 9
Tree
Roots pulled up
Leaves have fallen off
And this tree
This tree is dryin up
Is there a river
An ocean or a sea
Waiting,
On the other side for me
But where, where do I move to
Who, who do I run to
Cause friends have come
Friends have gone
Should I,
Should I follow or should I go
This is where I’ve grown
But it’s not my home
It’s time,
Time to make my own
Stop Telling Me No
Words By Ben Currier, Music By Zach Morgan
Don’t cross the street
We’ll give what you need
Be patient and wait
But hurry you can’t be late
You can’t have that
This world’s so flat
No more charades
Hollow, pale escapades
Stop telling me no
Time to get up and go
These desires unmet
Life hasn’t started yet
Stop telling me no
Please listen to me
What I can and can’t be
There’ll be’ times of fail
Do the best, but to alas no avail
There’s no giving up
No matter how tough
The yearning to feel
To discern what is real
Chorus
Don’t cry you’re above that (But I want to)
Don’t want cause you can’t have it (But I want to)
Comin’ To See
Father I’m comin’ to see
Through blurry and emotions that lie
The man that you were
The man you weren’t
Father I’m comin’ to see
You in the past, me in the present brings clarity
Cause my filter is clean
And my guard let down
You did right
You did wrong
You weren’t a saint
But you weren’t a sinner
You were just a prodigal running home
Father I’m comin’ to see
Your heart was always for me
You were always working
You were always looking for the best in me
You were right
You were wrong
You weren’t a saint
You weren’t a sinner
You were just prodigal running home
Father I’m comin’ to see
You in the past, me in the present brings clarity
Week 6: Still Have You
They’ve been rough on me
But I’m waitin for my break
I’ve been runnin round and round
All they seem to do is take, take, take
You pushed me on
You were the one to know
This small town I’d quickly outgrow
Maybe these dreams
won’t turn out how I dreamed
Maybe I’ll never be who I’m tryin to be
But when the sun sinks low
I’ll still know it’s true
Oh I’ll still have you
The days have worn me out
The miles stretched me thin
Can’t wait to get home
Keep imagining how it’s gonna be to hold you again
The muse can’t see, the prophets don’t know
What’s up around the bend for you and me
We’ll take these turns
We’ll take them slow
We’ll take them as they come
Week 5: I actually wrote this right before starting this project but have done several revisions since then, so here it is!
Take
Love’s not a game but we compete
For the upper hand and the other’s defeat
Love’s not a war but we fight
Bloodied in battle we claim we’re right
All this pain and heart ache
Are we learning how to love
Or learning how to, take
Jump, jump, jump, don’t you step on the rope
Hide, hide, hide, don’t you get found
Duck, duck, duck, don’t be the goose
Love, love, love don’t you loose
Strike, strike, strike don’t be the first to bleed
Shield, shield, shield, these arrows can kill
Stand, stand, stand this ground can be lost
Run, run, run away it’s not worth the cost
Week 4:
101 To None
Oh look what you have done
You’ve beaten me now one hundred and one to none
Oh look what you’ve done
Taken my father before I was even grown
But don’t, please don’t…
Let me go hungry in this valley
Let me go thirsty in this desert
Leave me naked in the winter
Leave me in the darkness, on my own
Oh look what you have done
Crippled my mother in each and every bone
Oh look what you have done
Stripped away everything she called her own
Week 3: “Wait”-sung by Haley Miller
Little hand
Why do you move so slow
Go run along
Catch up to your bigger friend
Eyes are still
Breathing held
But on the same number
You continue to dwell
I want to run
I want to chase
Anything or anyone to get out of this present state
But I will wait
I will wait
Through famine, drought chaos and doubt I’ll wait, for you
I am restless
Not used to loneliness
But this disease isn’t cured
By another man’s caress
Chorus
V1
Week 2.
Understand
If I say I love you
I would Lie
Want to say I want you
But I can’t decide
It feels so right
Lying by your side
But I can’t make promises
And look in your eyes
So forgive me
If I can’t hold your hand
Forgive me
If I can’t be your man
I need to figure out who I am
I hope you would understand
Thought this would be clearer
With edges much sharper
But reality is a mirror
With desires flowing together
Here is the first song from the first week. Wrote this song about leaving even when it is painful and messy. Big thank you to the Young brothers for assisting in recording the vocals! Enjoy!
Goin Away
I’m sorry if I leave a need unfulfilled
I’m sorry if I leave you feeling naked, bare, and weak
But yours is a need that I was never meant to fulfill
And yours is a hurt that I could never hope heal
I’m goin away
Can’t come back for awhile
I’m goin away
Don’t make me look back now
No it ain’t easy looking into your eyes
Blurred with pain and more I will cause
But if I don’t go now I never will
And if I don’t go now it’s my heart I’ll kill
Chorus
So let go, let go
Oh mother let go of me
So let go, let go
Oh mother then you can love me
Hey guys, every week, for one year, I will write, record and post one song on this blog. I love writing songs and I want to pursue this art consistently and faithfully. This blog will be a place where I will share and also a serve as a deadline to keep me writing better and better music. I am really excited for this journey and would love to share it with you.